think it through
It’s weird when you realize that there is so many things going around the world, people are doing different things, and people are experincing different situations in their life. When I come to think about it, there’s always a time when I think and ask myself, “Is it worth acting like this?” Because there’s people out there that might be going through something bigger than I am, other people might have bigger issues than me. I should be completely grateful for what I have and who I have to be there for me. Last night my coworkers and I went out to dinner, and one of them were venting out their issues. Its weird because I work with her on a daily basis and she doesn’t even looks as if she is stressing- but when it comes down to it, when home is full of stress, the only place you have to get away is work, because you get so caught up and don’t think about the issues that you come home to. I completely agree.
It’s weird when some people are so selfish and cannot seem to see it, and it comes down to even bringing their own parents with them. Losing friends, siblings because of just being selfish. And even putting your own family at risk. Her venting made me really think, that all you have is family- who will be there to support you, to take you out of a bad situation, but although that they do their part. Don’t take advantage of it. Don’t just think, that they will always be there to take you out of sticky situations because then you’ll never learn. You’ll be dependent on them
How scary is that? It makes you realize people are crazy and that you have to be nice to all the people in the world because you do not know the ones who will do crazy ass shit like that. Not only guys, but girls too. College is so different, it’s like you don’t know what people will do. Esp. with the other girl who died, she was attending Yale. I would be scared to go back to school. Sometimes first impressions ain’t everything. People can kill for the stupidest shit. This world is crazy.
I’m okay, busy as usual. doing the best I can do.
